I just received the upsetting news that I have to face more surgery on my feet next week, and possibly have another toe removed and there may be complications with the fracture in my right foot. I am so disheartened by this and sometimes I wonder if being here is even worth it anymore, I'm so sick and tired of losing parts of myself, figuratively and literally. My writing and work is suffering because of the depression. I try and keep positive and upbeat, and enjoy my DVD's, books and music as well as my sister and the kittens, but it's becoming increasingly hard to do.![]()